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Gab told me that he actually planed to go to a shopping mall with his Jiu Mu (aunt), in order to get me a birthday present; I told him do not have to get me anything as he has not got the ability to earn money, there I suggested him to make some vouchers so that I might use them to ask Gab to do some house chores with no complaints, and you know what? He said: "Wimpy kid did that to his mom, and he said he will never made the same mistake again!"   and I was 'duh~!', did I do the right thing to buy him this book??

Spirited Away (いのちの名前)

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Spirit Away piano accompaniment video

不做声是什么意识？

罂粟象征死亡

是我要求比较多，我只不过是一个外貌摩登但骨子里确实流着传统血脉的小女人，却又不喜欢受约束，偶尔会不管礼节，这是个性的缺点。品格嘛。。。真要我的朋友来评分了，那样会比较准确，像我给人评分那样，毫不留情！

品格缺陷比任何一样都来得可怕，我尤其指的是在友情方面, 在任何一种关系，沟通都很重要，以表达心里想的和感受的，或者是要的，或作‘交代’。

真幸运地在一把年纪的现在竟然被我遇见像我一把年纪的人，来时波涛汹涌，去时不动声色，不做声，也不知道为什么，更不知道要怎么样？请你们来教我那是什么意识？这样的人让你摸不着头，忽而起来改变，我也接受不来，也不能勉强你来个交代，毕竟品格是长年累月需要一定时间积淀‘培养’而形成的，只好调整自己的情绪吧！到现在我也开始不在乎了，总算认清楚一个人。

由此可见一个人的品格缺陷远比知识缺陷来得可怕。也许我对一个人的责任感要求得比较高，从而比较看重这一方面的品格素质；这一篇文章是我的感受，并没有贬低之意，至于这次的机遇乏善可陈。

Birthday countdown

I had a wonderful birthday celebration with my buddies, it was a surprise to me, I didn't know there were so many people going. Debbie, Mun Wah, Ben and May, Shye Woon and Joey were there with me. Thankful for them, they had given me a wonderful birthday treat! Appreciate their present, and looking forward to the next one to come.... hahaha.

It was abundant! I got their presents, blessings and kisses.

Thanks buddies, I am appreciated.

"I don't like to grow up!"

One night Gab and I was on the way home, we chatted about things that I love him, I miss his young time, how cute he was ....,and he told me that he doesn't like to grow up too, it is so fun and happy to be like a toddler.

'But ...but exam is the only thing that you don't like right? You going to miss a lot of fun things if you stay at baby stage!'. 'No!' he very sure about his answer. 'You will miss the driving fun, you can not ride roller coaster, can not play games, can not go shopping, can not do what you want to do, always stay in a baby cart, watching cartoons everyday, listening to 'ABCD EFG...' (both of us start laughing), and you can not ride bicycle ..... I can't imagine if all of your friends are riding mountain bike, and you still riding on a tricycle' ( both of us ‘棒腹大笑’ meaning laugh till the tears come).

Then I continued which that time I was driving very slowly at about 20km/h,  'And I also can not imagine when all of us using toilet, and you still using potty...' Ok, here is the moment I can't see my road clearly, cos my tears covered both eyes, I really had to park my car at road side till both of us stop laughing.

That was a hard one, my back is aching, and then he asked me why he laughed till his stomach aching? How to answer him? I laugh till my back ache, different body structure? I don't know.... that put me a big question mark.

I shall not....

People around me always think that I am kinda happy-go-lucky type of person, actually I doubt most of the time. It's not to say I am pretending, only part of me.

I just can't believe things that are too beautiful to be seen, too nice to be in it, too wonderful to have it, that is why I doubt and find a 'balance'; that is sad, in my thought, I used to prepare myself anything bad could happen, to prepare myself from falling too hard. Shall I? Do I have to?

...


Pastor Ban Chuan shared about this in the morning service: Letting your spouse loves God 100% and your spouse will love you 100%, if allow your spouse loves God 50%, then he only loves you 50%.

In applying this point to my doubt.... I receive half if I only half believing in a good friendship....

During the end worshiping session, these verses came to my mind, I hurried jotted down in the note book:

I shall not doubt your friendship, I believe everyone is learning to give, including me.

I shall not fear, I believe I will receive all when my heart is wide open.

I shall not judge, I believe you are beauty when I accept you are you.

I shall not worry, I believe you are the one God chooses to put in my life, same as I am in yours.

Fear, doubt, judgement and worry robbed me of the greatest blessing.

God says:

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.   Isaiah 43:2

God, You are beautiful beyond description.

Amen for this.

我和爸爸有个小秘密 钢琴谱

  我和爸爸有个小秘密 钢琴谱



Gab 又要我弹这一首曲子，嗯，我想既然他那么喜欢这首歌，我就编写成为钢琴谱让他自己弹个痛快。

这首曲子是收录在 华小 三年级 的音乐歌集 ‘我的小小麦克风’。

With My Lips I Will Bless You Violin with Piano accompaniment music sheet

Violin with Piano accompaniment music sheet

 With my lips I will bless You, B minor ( for voice)

  

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我要向高山举目 初学者钢琴谱

我要向高山举目 初学者钢琴谱



这是我在年前篇写让初学者的基督徒学生弹奏，双手只定位在middle C position, 唯有最尾节左手的尾指需要伸展下一个琴键，他们都喜欢这首曲子。

另有伴奏曲谱，和 小提琴曲谱

也可以用来作 四手联弹

beginner piano sheet

I arranged this years ago, to allow Christian beginner to enjoy playing, both hands are in fixed middle C position, only last note in Bass Clef, Left hand finger 5 need to stretch a key lower to hit E; they love this piece.

I do have a violin sheet together with piano accompaniment, which allow little kids to play the simple accompaniment part.

And they could use to play as a 4 hands Duet
Hope you like this.

Jane Lee

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Attending the HI 'Getting to Know You' High-Tea

I was invited by Pastor Jacinta, together with Kooi Sai, Daniel and Xavier, we went to this super house for this 'Getting to know you' High-Tea, the purpose is to get to know the potential participants and some of HI facilitators.


It is emphasize on 'how' of evangelism. Target credible and competent business, professional and religious leaders from strategic areas, including countries closed to traditional missionary endeavours. 


Heard of their testimonies, and life transformations, I was no doubt excited about it, Ah Sai chatted with me, despite of our fear - fear of unknown holy changes, which quite a nonsense to us... and we are so looking forward for this seminar. 


Living and serving in church for a period of time, the numbness and lessened sensibility we have have in our hearts, we both agree with the stagnant of spiritual growth need the change to take it place. And scare of the changes comes out from the comfortability in present living.... 


I am thankful for God, He has not forgotten me, forsaken me .... still entrusting His kingdom to me, the not worthy and not faithful one..... I think this is how we encourage one who is weak, who has no confident, giving chance again and again... it is totally different way of teaching from what I've learned from a Chinese quote: 一次不忠百次不用 You won't be used for a hundred times after an infidelity.


He is great, all the time. 


Learned from Pastor James on today's service, 'Jesus is a personal (caring) master, a passionate master, a powerful master.'


When we are focusing on our lack and little, the story of '5 loaves 2 fish' in book of Matthew, Jesus wants us to focus on Him alone. 


Some problem can not be solved by just prayer, there are character problems need us to put in effort, therefore never get discourage, keep your devotion time, allow God speaking to us, Jesus knows our inner most, yes He does, don't give up, because He has not giving up. 


The change is the must, change brings pain and hope, it takes extra strength, if I do not have the strength, I need you to help me, and 'you' just appear in my life, teach me, care for me and guide me, encourage me, thank you.