So what?

Yes, I know, I've walked through this path, I chose to walk away, I chose to hide from God, I chose not to talk to Him, I chose not to listen to Him....

You might have these thoughts:
"I took granted from God's love, I am not worthy to be loved since I have chosen to do these to shame Him,  "

"I have tasted His greatness, and yet walked astray, I ought to have punishment. "

and so on.... and on .... and on.... that just keep you STILL away from Him.

How?

Be it 'take for granted', be it 'I'm not worth it', be it 'I am fooling God', be it 'I am shameful to face Him again!'. Do you think God doesn't know about it?  Do you think God will look at you in another 'coloured specs'? Do you think God will send punishment onto you?

Don't be fooled, God doesn't send punishment, those punishments are the consequences from the wrong choice we've made. But if you turn to God right away, don't be silly, punishment will not disappear, but God will strengthen you, will walk with you through this, and will grant you wisdom to solve them. Lift up your eyes, and you will see He is just there all the time!

"Come now, let us settle the matter," says the LORD. "though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool." Isiah 1:18

If I will have to choose to listen, I rather choose to listen to His Word than anything from my mind or others who stumble me, who puts me ashamed, who gives no hope for my future, who make me believe that I am worthless, weak and make myself believe that I am taking God for granted. Confess, "Yes I was, so what? But now I am not!" Come back to Him, follow Him, He will guide you and comfort you.

I like this psalm, hope it reminds you to focus on God's greatness, mercy and steadfast love.

"I lift up my eyes to the hills, where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the maker of heaven and earth. He will not let your foot slip, he who watches over you will not slumber, indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The LORD watches over you- the LORD is your shade at your right hand; the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The LORD will keep you from all harm - he will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore."

小小的夢想

小小的夢想 曲：游智婷　詞：李信儀
A           D       
藍天是白雲最美 的故鄉
A              D   E
大地是小草成長 的地  方
A            D
海洋是河流安歇 的暖房
   A/E     E          A
夢想是未 來幸福天 堂

A               D     
耶和華是我們的 力量
A            D  E 
同心來為主傳揚 來發  光
A            D 
前面的道路全然 交給祂
   A/E     E           A
祂必同在 使我們剛 強

A                 D     A 
小小的夢想能成 就大 事

       D               E 
只要 仰望天父的力 量
A                  D  
小小的夢想能改 變世界
    D/E     E    A 
帶 來明天 的盼 望




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Fight of Faith accompaniment part for young pianist

Fight of Faith accompaniment part for young pianist

Simple accompaniment also allow classical trained pianist to pick up chord-playing technique. Playing chord isn't that hard. Keep learning. 

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满有能力

满有能力 歌词、歌谱 Man You Neng Li  lyrics, Guitar Chord, Music Sheet

赞美之泉

C                 F    

我的盼望.就在耶稣基督里.

G         C  
在你里面满有平安.

C             F  

生命泉源.就在耶稣基督里.

G   F  G  C     

有主在我里面活着.

G     C       G
我宣告在我里面的.

F           C
比世上一切更有能力.

F     Em    

我不属这世界.

Dm        G

我高举耶稣的名.

G     C       G
我宣告在我里面有.

F         C
活水涌流满有能力.

F     Em    Dm  
有耶稣在我里面活着.

G     C

我勇敢站立.

F     C    
有主在我里面.

F            C

没有惧怕.能战胜仇敌.

F     C                    
有主在我里面.

F            G

没有惧怕.还得胜有余

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Fight of Faith Violin / piano accompaniment music sheet in A

Fight of Faith 

Lyrics and Chords in A major

Fight of Faith  Violin / piano accompaniment music sheet  in A

            A               F#m

Here I am at your feet

           D         E

Crying out to you

               A                      F#m

Draw me near, hold me close

          D          E

Lord I wait on You

                  F#m               C#m

For you're my greatest love

                  D                       A

You're my comforter and friend

                   F#m                    C#m

You're the first, and the last

                  D         E

You're my guiding light.

Chorus:

         A             F#m

I will run, I will soar

       D           E

On eagle's wings

         A                 F#m

As I wait on you Lord

         D                 E

My strength is restored

            F#m                C#m

Fix my eyes on you Jesus

        D     A7/C#        B7

As I run   this     race

              Bm7         D        E      A

Help me fight this fight  of  faith 

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Fight of Faith Violin / piano accompaniment in G major

Fight of Faith 

Lyrics and Chords in G major

Fight of Faith  Violin / piano accompaniment music sheet  in G

            G               Em

Here I am at your feet

           C         D

Crying out to you

               G                      Em

Draw me near, hold me close

           C          D

Lord I wait on You

                  Em               Bm

For you're my greatest love

                  C                       G

You're my comforter and friend

                   Em                    Bm

You're the first, and the last

                  C         D

You're my guiding light.

Chorus:

         G             Em

I will run, I will soar

       C           D

On eagle's wings

         G                 Em

As I wait on you Lord

         C                 D

My strength is restored

            Em                Bm

Fix my eyes on you Jesus

        C    G7/B        A7

As I run   this     race

              Am7           C        D    G

Help me fight this fight  of  faith

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Crispy Crusty Pizza

I used Chapatti as pizza base, can easily get from Mydin or any other hyper market. Using chapati as base could really give this crispy crust that we wanted.

Ingredient in order:

• Tomato puree 
• Mozzarella cheese
• Shredded yellow onion
• Cut canned pineapple
• Chopped mushroom (soaked dried mushroom in hot water, then chopped)
• Sliced fresh tomatoes 
• Salami 
• Mozzarella cheese
• Mayonnaise

Bake it for approx. 15 minutes at 120°c.

How to self-made mayonnaise squeeze?

Here it is:

1. Fill mayonnaise in a plastic bag
2. Cut one corner ready for use

No more kampung

A friend just posted a photos of her kampung, I asked of her permission to use one of her photos for my blog. 

I like kampung life very much, still remember I was the only one who always like to go back kampung and stayed with granny, don't know why.... there wasn't any electricity, no water system, no drainage system, lot's of mosquitoes, hot, muddy road, leaking roof, smelly back yard as my granny raised farm animals... some how... I liked those days, sometimes for a week or two during school holidays.

Now??

No more kampung for me... 

No test please....

I can't remember when and where I went to this workshop for Children Ministry Leaders, I was there with a few comrades, there were many workshops conducting at the same time, we had to attend different classes separately according to our choice.

I can't remember (yeah, this is another thing that I am best in!) which workshop I went to, there was a lady at her 40s, in her training session, she shared an unforgetable testimony.

Her daughter was suffering from an illness, initial stage, she sprayed and still serve in the church,  when time went by, her daughter did not get any better but worsen, she complaint and struggled with her faith very much, she even stopped serving God.  But God never stopped strengthening her, talked to her. She felt weaker and fallen into self-pity badly when she rejected to hear from God, to draw closer to God, as her husband, family members and church friends never ceased praying for the daughter and her.

There was a day, her ill daughter instead of complaining of her pain, she encouraged her mom, she became realizing she can't live without God, she has became weaker and weaker without giving praise to God, and she repented and come back to God. Ill daughter remained ill, she continued her serving in children ministry, at the same time took care of her ill daughter, but this time, she serves with joy and took care of her daughter with peace, after a few months, her daughter passed away.

At the wake, when everybody mourned for the leaving of this young girl, there was a stranger walked in to shook her hand and said:"Congratulation, you've passed the test!" 

I burst into tears after hearing this testimony, I told God: "Please...... I don't want this test!"

And thus .... occasionally I will have this little fear comes up and think: "What if Gab dies?" Gosh... God, no test please!!!

MY Best-day!

2nd Anniversary of Oct Babies Tabur Hike.

We have Loke on 5th, Jamie and Johnnie of 6th, and myself on 8th.

Oct baby girls...

10 y/o Gab and 39 y/o mommy

me and the doggie balloon sculpture

A great day to celebrate with beloved families and buddies.

Birthday lunch gathering with beautiful ladies and one  body guard on 9th Oct.