Lovely Sibling that warmed my heart.

I met Jane Cheong the first time I went for Supplies Surprise Bazaar at Bfree, which later I found out they have it once in two months time.

I bought quite many things from her, as she is selling at very reasonable price. It is very warm of her, she explained clearly, and also share ideas generously, I love talking with her.

We came out for lunch twice in Kota Kemuning, went visiting her big country style home (I love her house, you know it!)

She brought me to Petaling Street to source some nice fabric shops to get some good deal sewing materials yesterday. In this trip, her two teenage child followed.

I want to talk more of this pair of sibling, elder brother and sister at two years age gap. We chatted many things, including of their Xin Hua secondary school which I also plan to send Gab to.

Along the journey, they followed without grumbling, even though there was once they asked permission to go book store but rejected. They made no naughty face. One thing I noticed and this warmed my heart so much, in the journey when one was walking fast with their mother, the other followed slowly after me, my left leg was hurt and so I have difficulty to walk really fast even though I have tried hard especially when we rushed back to our car to extend our parking ticket for longer shopping time, one will still walked behind me according to my pace. How lovely they are.

I messaged Jane Cheong about this, and she told me she didn't even notice it. I would like to give them an encouragement, I know they didn't pre-plan it, because according to their mother they fight most of the time.

Jane Cheong shared this prayer with me today in facebook. I read this before, and I decided to keep this in my blog.

General Douglas MacArthur's Prayer for his son ~with Jane Lee

"Build me a son, O Lord,

who will be strong enough to know when he is weak,

and brave enough to face himself when he is afraid;

one who will be proud and unbending in honest defeat,

and humble and gentle in victory.

Build me a son

　whose wishes will not take the place of deeds;

　a son who will know Thee…… and that

　to know himself is the foundation stone of knowledge.

Lead him, I pray,

not in the path of ease and comfort,

but under the stress and spur of difficulties and challenge.

Here, let him learn to stand up in the storm;

here let him learn compassion for those that fail.

Build me a son

　whose heart will be clear,

　whose goal will be high,

　a son who will master himself

　before he seeks to master other men;

　one who will reach into the future,

　yet never forget the past.

And after all these things are his,

　add, I pray, enough of a sense of humor,

　so that he may always be serious,

　yet never take himself too seriously.

Give him humility,

　so that he may always remember

　the simplicity of true greatness,

　the open mind of true wisdom

　and the meekness of true strength.

Then, I, his father will dare to

　whisper, "I have not lived in vain.'"

Rekindle first love for God

Just came back from camp, SCF family camp was held at Bentong Eco Dusun 'Resort', this resort is in 'Army' style kind of resort. 

I love this place though, nothing is better than when you are surrounding by trees and trees and trees. 

No coverage or I should say weak phone reception, no wifi, no air-con even in hall, it's a heaven to busy people (I suppose). Afternoons were super hot, these were the time they went for 'obstacle race', 'Bamboo Raft Building' and 'Jungle Walk' activities. 

There were rain in both of the afternoons, started at about 4pm, it was the end time of all activities, so thankful for the rains, it gave us a very cooling nights.

A very different camp to me as compared  to those camps I have attended, the first difference was due to the hurt of left knee ligaments in late February, it is still not fully recovered, hence I was not able to join all outdoor activities (kinda boring...). All I did was staying indoor, taking photos, praise and worship, and listening to sermons.

5 sermons in total, these messages have just given me a booster to rekindle my first love to God. Apart from this wonderful messages, God did a wonderful work in me. 

On the first night, a few of brothers and sisters were given chance after a worship session to shared our experience with God during the worship time. Some have seen vision, some have heard God spoken to them. And some felt God's presence. 

I stepped out to share my experience with God. During my low time, I stopped praying, I stopped reading Bible, I stopped talking to God, I knew He is love, I knew He will not forsake me, I knew He has a plan for me, I knew that He has his perfect time to raise me up again (I know I am being selfish by pushing all responsibility to God.) I then learned to know when one is so low, they are also very weak despite of knowing God's greatness and faithfulness, they don't even have the strength to even call for God's help. This experience has helped me to right my wrong mind set, I thought it is merely just the matter of one's decision, I thought it is merely just a simple action of 'fall and stand up again to keep going' thing; I was so wrong, God put me in this situation to allow myself to 'see', not as what I thought. 

During low time, keep serving Him is the only connection I had had with God. And I know it is something I can not and should not 'cut away', and so I keep serving. And I praise Him, He has been with me to walk through this low time, He has been teaching patiently about His grace, love and faithfulness. 

I also confessed in the congregation about the sin of being prideful. This has been my lesson to improve to becoming a person with a humble heart. I confessed that I may be seen outwardly a humble lady, but inside me I am prideful, please don't misunderstood me a person of hypocrite, I am not, I am just in the progress of changing and moulding. 

And then there was something very very special on the second night, after night service, some went back to dorm, some chose to spend some time with one another, Elaine and I didn't want to go to bed, we had a chat in the hall, where praise and worship team was practising pieces for tomorrow service. 

While I was talking, I had a burp, extra ordinary burp, I felt very painful in my chest, and it passed to armpit, and went to my right hand. The breath of the burp smelled badly, Elaine told me it wasn't normal, and so she prayed for me.

More burps after the prayer, and I had a feeling of 'vomiting', Elaine hurried to get me a plastic bag, I grabbed some tissues sat down immediately. the pain of the chest still there, I kept burping, and I felt there were more and more saliva gather in my mouth, and it was very thick and 'creamy' or I should say slime. 

I had to spit them out, and it was very slimy, I find it hard just to spit and cut the slime, instead, I had to use tissue to 'pinch' in order to break it. This actions repeated a few times, until the 'slimy saliva' stopped forming. I had some dry coughs, and burps at the same time. 

This delivery took place out of my expectation. And I felt God's power, and experience this, nothing unholy can stand in the presence of a holy God. 

A big Amen to this awesome work of God. 

God's love can reach any person in any sin, and it stretches from eternity past to eternity future. It takes us into the very presence of God and sits us on His throne. John Mac Arthur, The New Testament Commentary

 And now, I am not knowing 'God is love' in theory, but personally experience God's love in length, width, height and depth. 

Nimmy's Birthday

An order from Nimmy of 40 cupcakes for her birthday party. :)

Mr. Lim Kit Siang

I am so thankful for Mr. Lim Kit Siang, he has never give up protest for righteousness despite being a lonely voice in parliament.

A series of videos posted in youtube.com "A Malaysia Dream Lim Kit Siang" helped me to understand him more.

A Malaysia Dream Lim Kit Siang part 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzWTfXvL2Nw
A Malaysia Dream Lim Kit Siang part 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WpHeeEHkJwI
A Malaysia Dream Lim Kit Siang part 3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tn_XMAi9RfM
A Malaysia Dream Lim Kit Siang part 4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MJPQ7hvSxrI

Lim Kit Siang official site

A Malaysian Malaysia, A Malaysia for all!

101% Trust

Are we trusting our leader? Where does your faith build upon? upon newspaper? upon the words of others? or upon the unselfish life of him LKS? They have enough stress to face, they have enough work to deal with, and they are still fighting for us, please don't burden them with your 'little faith' and silly behavior.

He has been fighting for us half a decade, he has given up everything to us, do we need to 'teach' him what to do? He deserves our 101% trust. 

I feel so sad about the experience that LKS has to bear. Won't you learn that we don't trust media?


Read LKS blog below:

Shock of my life when I woke up this morning and told that I am target of attacks on facebook for betraying the people, DAP and PR in wanting to form coalition government with BN

What is Form 14? 什么是表格14?

A parent called me in the after to ask what is this form 14 about? Here is a short extracted from 监票员课程 PACA E-Training

- Form 14

While there is no recount, or the recount has been completed, KTM will prepare several copies of Form 14 as the official results of the voting channel. Double check all the figures filled in Form 14, and make sure the KTM and CA shall sign on all copies of Form 14. Be cautious, CA shall never leave the voting channel without the proper Form 14 that signed by KTM.
- Regulation 25.5 (Election Guideline)
Counting agent better bring along with this particular session of regulation. It helps CA to challenge the KTM to eliminate the suspicious ballots, while the result of SPR 757 is more than Form 13.
- Summary of Section 3 and 4 of the Election Law
This may be helpful to every PACABA on duty. They shall be firmed with those mistake stated are the offences under the Section 3 and 4 of the Election Law.

- 表格14
如果没有重新计票，或从新计票已经完毕，KTM就会将数据带过表格14并准备几份相同的拷贝给各造计票员，这就是官方正式的计票结果。计票员记得向KTM核对所有的数据以确定相同并确定KTM已经在表格14签上名字。注意！在没有拿到完整的表格14以前，计票员绝对不能够离开投票室。毕竟那是一份官方的正式结果，没有它就等于口说无凭。
- 条规25.5 （选举指导守则）
- 计票员最好携带这份文件前往执行任务。这是为了挑战一些“无知”的KTM，以便在SPR 757的计算结果大过于表格13的情况下要求KTM执行此项条规内所制定的两项程序来找出那些“多出来”并销毁它。
- 选举法令第三第四项的简阅
这是为了让PACABA在执行任务时更加自信。他们应该站稳立场，毕竟选举法令中的第三及第四项目里的条文说明了这一切。

监票员课程 PACA E-Training

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