Level up ≠ Satisfaction

Different rules and regulations go with different type of  games, in order to play the game in a fair way, and have real fun, it is important to follow the rules.

When I start playing farmville, the ultimate motive is to level up to unlock certain crops' seeds, earning coins in order to expand farm, for the initial stage, it was kind a excited to see myself level up! Therefore playing farmville day and night... until I found out by harvesting stable, is good enough to earn coins and earn XP to help myself level up in a short period of time.

I worked hard on stable everyday initially, till recently, the 'passion' subsiding gradually because of slow internet speed and part of my laziness... or to be specific - impatience.

Know your game, know your rules, playing with fun.
...


There are many tasks need to be completed in order to level up, there many action you enjoy doing it, because you know the action is going to make you gain coins, points and it's pleasure to play on it.

There are some actions that you only want to do it just once!

Level up sometimes can not bring the satisfaction. This statement at least applicating on me.

I'm thirsty and hunger and lonely...

You will never know how it is unless you are in the desert...

The Desert Song Lyrics

Verse 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:
And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:
And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've recieved I will sow

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Wish to know me 15 years ago

'Wish  I know you 15 years ago', this statement sounds sad.

No matter how many years ago, he is still 3 years younger, this is just fate.

Never know how it will turn out.... may be as worst as now, may be as better as now....

But one thing does matter... age, I don't want to get older faster than my man. You may not see it now... but in another years time. Time flies.

So why did you have to be lyrics

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE (Debelah Morgan) 
click here to listen to this mp3

When I held you, it was something
That was nothing much to me
I was in it for the moment
Wanted someone touching me
And I didn't want to fall in love

(Chorus:)
So why did you have to be
So beautiful, so good to me
When I was only looking for
Someone to hold just for a while?
Why did I have to see your smile?
Why did you have to be
The one who stayed in all my dreams
When I was needing nothing more
Than someone to kiss, to hold in the night?
Why did you have to be so right?

When you touched me, it was something
Like your touch that I hadn't known
I could feel it in a moment
Like your touch had, baby, touched my soul
And I didn't want to fall in love

(Repeat chorus)

(Bridge:)
Why did you have to say
The words that took my breath away?
I was alright
I was just fine
Being free

(Repeat chorus)

Oh, baby, oh
So beautiful
Why?

Neroteca Ladies' Night

March 19th, 8 of us honorarily treated by Dianne for this wonderful fine dinner at Neroteca Italian Cruisine located in KL.

8 of us (photo edited by Shamaine)

Something scared me right away...... the menu.

Cheers for the friendship!

Starter: baguette and roasted dry and smashed garlic cloves packed in a paper bag.

Deep bread and roasted garlic into mixture of olive oil and balsamic (vinegar).

Starter: smoked pork

As for pictures below... I have problem remembering their names, but they all equally delicious!

Spaghetti aglio, olio & peperoncino

Apart from delicious food, we really had great time together!

Desert: mango erm.... can't remember, we all liked this one!

Address:
Ground Floor, The Somerset,
8 Lorong Ceylon,
50250 Kuala Lumpur

Tel:(03)-20700530
Fax: (03) 20702530

Email: info@neroteca.com

Website:http://www.neroteca.com/

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Pail hunt

Pail, pail pail...

Where are you?

I've been searching high and low,

Are you in the backyard? Are you in the ville?

Will I find you in the blue? Will I find you in the hue?


Walk across harvested field.....

 Oh, I found a pail, but it has already filled;

I tried to fill, but only allow to fill in some fro,

no use, it blown away when wind starts to blow...


Walk across the flowing river....

Oh, I found a pail, but the pail is cracked;

I tried to fill, and I saw a tack,

no use, it seeped away and I had a setback...


Pail, pail oh pail...

Not only fro, not only trail would I want to fill,

not only song, not only joy would I want to feel,




my heart and soul......where could they still?

Surviving Oxygen

Surviving Oxygen

How I wish I could hold your body's heat

   as if, you are right here with me 

How I wish I could keep your smell

     as if,  I am wrapped in your arms resting well

Time is crucial to me

     memory is surviving oxygen I take till we meet.

~Jane Lee~

Precious Lord Violin Duet

Precious Lord Violin Duet music sheet

亲爱主 小提琴双重奏 乐谱，歌谱

Amazing Grace Violin Duet

Amazing Grace Violin duet music sheet

奇异恩典 小提琴 双重奏 五线歌谱

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"It Might Have Been"

poA lady poet 

"It Might Have Been"

• author Ella Wheeler Wilcox
• 
  

We will be what we could be. Do not say,
"It might have been, had not this, or that, or this."
No fate can keep us from the chosen way;
He only might who is.

We will do what we could do. Do not dream
Chance leaves a hero, all uncrowned to grieve.
I hold, all men are greatly what they seem;
He does, who could achieve.

We will climb where we could climb. Tell me not
Of adverse storms that kept thee from the height.
What eagle ever missed the peak he sought?
He always climbs who might.

I do not like the phrase "It might have been!"
It lacks force, and life's best truths perverts:
For I believe we have, and reach, and win,
Whatever our deserts.

Ella Wheeler Wilcox

A Fairy Tale for grown ups.

European Films screening @ HELP University College

13 March 2011
4pm
Pan’s Labyrinth
Dir: Guillermo del Toro; Spain, 2006, 119mins
Accompanied by her pregnant mother, Ofelia moves from a large Spanish city to a rural area in the North of the country. Faced with the upheaval of moving home, an abusive stepfather and the general unpleasantness surrounding Franco's victory in 1944, Ofelia enters an imaginary world of creatures and demons in a bid to escape. Ofelia soon finds that an entire universe exists below a mill. Her guide is a persuasive faun. As her mother grows weaker and her stepfather becomes more brutal, Ofelia spends more and more time in the satyr's labyrinth. He offers to help her out of her predicament if she'll complete three treacherous tasks. Ofelia is willing to try, but does this alternate reality really exist or is it all in her head?


Jane's note:
Watching a German movie sounds cool to me! I've watched Italian, French, Japanese, Korean, Indonesian, English, Chinese, Thailand, Singaporean, Malaysian, Indian and Taiwanese, and now another level up to German. 


It wasn't as bore as what people have in their mind towards German's movies, the storyline was beyond your imagination, when it says this is a fairy tale for grown ups, it really meant it. There are many scenes that are gruesome...well, to my extend! Like poking direct to a man's face, piercing the face from inside of one's mouth, hammering, bla bla.... in my custom, I would choose to close my eyes before even allow myself to see these happen, but... too bad, the action took place in a lightening speed, too late to close my eyes, horrifying. 


This is the movie for me. 

心理医生给女人的忠告

（Jane：相当有意识）

关 于 择 偶

1. 不要以为同龄男女会恩爱白头到老，女人切不可找小男人。女子十四来经，四十九经绝。男子十六精生，六十四精绝。如同龄人结合，则中年后男子必然背叛爱情。非他故，实体内利此多分沁，自然生理原因而己...是故圣人孔子，曾有男三十、女二十可以成婚之说。  （Jane： 嗯，应该要改变一下我的理念。）

2. 永远要记住，经济基础是第一位。中医讲，心主火、肺主金。以男子论，心爱谁，钱给谁。不给钱，没真心。空口说，瞎骗人。玩浪漫，哄傻人. （Jane：我有一位朋友分外欣赏女人为了爱情不管那男生是否有经济基础，这才是爱嘛！对男人来说当然觉得是爱咯！对女人来说真的是傻，男人没了，情也被骗了，钱也花了。）

3. 永远不要当第三者，当男人能背叛妻子和你在一起时，他一定也会因为别的女人而背叛你，而你的处境会比他的妻子更惨。（Jane：这个我举脚赞同！）

4. 永远不要听信任何己婚男人述说的爱情悲剧，孩子都生出来了，还谈没有爱情，可笑。婚姻家庭在没有孩子时是爱情，有了孩子，就是责任。不负责任的人，不配谈爱情。（Jane：这个已经明白！）

5. 永远不要和穷小子谈爱情，有志气的穷小子不会要爱情，会选择奋斗。当一个好女人爱上一个穷小子，并帮助他努力上进的时候，这个女人不要指望会得到任何回报。穷小子在不得志时，愿意跟你在一起，不代表当他得志后还会跟你在一起。或者，他第一个背叛的，就是真心实意帮助过他的恋人。现实生活中，己经有无数实例了。（Jane：说得也有道理，但是不是每一对，虽然大多数是这个下场，这是一场赌注，没有到那个时候谁也不知道！）

6.  对于公子哥，花天酒地、逢场作戏，要慎重；对地痞、无赖要远离，不要惧伯恐吓暴力

7. 门当户对最好，要看对方的父母家庭，人性是有遗传的，父母不合的孩子，也难以处理好家庭关系。（Jane：我想当认同，所以有一点担心Gabriel的将来。）

8. 女孩子不要相信这个世界上有老实本分的男人，只有暂时没有机会做坏的男人。（Jane：哈哈！没那么差吧！还是有他的好！人没有完美，我们女人也有坏的一面。够客观了吧？）

9. 女孩子要注意喜欢发誓的男人，绝无好人，只言不行，轻于言誓而必心存背叛。（Jane：中招过！）

10. 女孩子更要注意贴身纠缠的男人，记住天天跟着你不是爱你，而是他具有强烈的自私心理。我要的一定要得到，我得到了再坚决不要。这种心态，也是这种男人无能的心理表现。如果他有正当的事业，有着明确的上进心，忙都忙不过来，哪还有时间去纠缠女孩子呢！ （Jane：我也不喜欢，好恐怖！）