良知啊！你在哪儿？

看了‘哪个是赵明福吗？’的短片，虽有人说不是他，但也不难相信明福也会同样招到同样的对待。。。我很痛心，也为所有在警局被欺负的人们感到同情。这堆警察这样来对待手无寸铁的人民。是现今电影的情节太残暴了，看多了良知也被麻木了吗？

我没办法强迫自己把那短短五分钟的影片看完，我心痛。。。我心有不平。 愤怒。。又感无助！现时心情很复杂。。。情绪受到波动了。

Enough of Merry-go-round

A carousel (from French carrousel, from Italian carosello), or merry-go-round, is an amusement ride consisting of a rotating circular platform with seats for riders.

Our country political practice is basically a merry-go-round situation, and she is celebrating her 53rd year of independence that we call 'Merdeka', remember the time (I watched from documentary videos) the whole nation shouted loud 'Merdeka' with voices of joy. I never would have noticed that till I read/listened a posting 'Our birthday or party?' from Mr. Patrick Teoh, it is so true, we sounds like celebrating their birthday. And hilarious enough to know that the Perak government threats to withdraw business permits if citizens do not flag the National flag during Merdeka celebrations, you bet, this is truly true.

I have also found out that some of the government servants have got mixed up their duty, serving to the party rather to people of Malaysia, they got a very bad attitude towards certain races and certain party......which is happening in Selangor state. I really hope we could grow and know clearly how to play our parts as Malaysian. I will never want to look down on Malaysian, I will never want to see Malaysia goes backward, I am proud to be a Malaysian; as I can speak many dialects, languages, to be with different races, to indulge in different cuisines at different time! I always feel good when I am chatting with other races, eating with them, sharing with them.

I want to see everybody playing together, growing together, rather than just standing outside of the playground, watching them playing Merry-go-round again and again and again....

God teaches me to love one another, besides He says in Romans 15:1-4

1We who are strong ought to bear with the fallings of the weak and not to please ourselves.

2Each of us should please his neighbour for his good, to build him up.

3For even Christ did not please himself but, as it is written: "Then insults of those who insult you have fallen on me."

4For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through endurance and the encouragement of the Scriptures we might have hope.

I know this sounds impossible!

I have to admit it!

And I would believe it will come to a change, it is possible!!

The first one needs to make the change is me, or ..... perhaps... I need to change my attitude, then to accept my fate being standing outside the merry-go-round and ..... keep watching!

Gab's fever

Gab is having fever since last Sunday, he rested on Monday and Tuesday, I forced him to go to school on Wednesday, thinking of him should have taken enough rest, but he came home with fever again, decided to let him to take another day of rest on Thursday, Friday was a public holiday, he seems still having light fever till now.

Gab told me he took a nap in Wednesday morning while teacher was still teaching, I asked: 'Was teacher mad at him? Did you get scolded?' He said no, because teacher explained to class student that he was not feeling well.

Pastor Jacinta passed me a packet of ‘Dried Raspberry Roselle' and a packet of honey rock sugar, instructed me how to boil it, and she said it is a remedy from a granny that she used it for her son during his growing teenage time, it helps to release the suffering from hormone changes. Preferably once for a fortnight.

I made my 2nd time of boiling Raspberry Roselle syrup, Gab likes to drink this, and I gave some to Alycia, glad that she loves it too. 'Dried Raspberry Roselle' is brought back from S'pore by Lynn (daughter of Pastor Jacinta), and I am sure will ask my sister to help me to get more of those.

Thursday night, while I was home with my mentor Moi Lang from visiting mom in Sunway Medical Center, I've got a sms from Gab's primary teacher Miss Lim, she sent me the pages and things Gab has to do as his homework, and left a short message of love, she wrote: "先让他休息，等他康复了，再让他补做！因为明天没上课，他有三天的假期嘛！ :-) Let him take a rest, he may do this after he has total recovery! As tomorrow is a holiday, he has got a three-day holiday! :-) " The moment Moi Lang read the message, she felt good about the action that Miss Lim has done, so do I.

I am grateful for her kindness and care, I told Gab about her deed, and thank God for this form teacher.

Dedicated to 子文华小 3W 班主任 林老师

谢谢您的关心与爱护

Finally my CPU is home

It has been a month, just got a sms from brother in law, he will be coming after this to fix my CPU, shout for joy, hooray!

Gab's lunch

A lunch box + milo shake ......

indeed I just made him angry, the milo shake is just to cool him down, I don't usually make him this, don't have to admire him for that. haha.

李香兰 小提琴 歌谱

李香兰 歌谱、吉他谱
Li Xiang Lan music sheet with Piano/Guitar Chords

李香兰

INTRO: |AM9 |AM9

AM9 |AM9 |F |F|Dm9 |G |C |B♭ /G A

恼春风,我心为何恼春风,说不出,借酒相送.

照片中,那可以投照片中,盼找到,时间裂缝.

|Dm9 |G |C |F9

夜雨冻,雨点投射到照片中,

夜放纵,告知我难寻你芳踪,

|F/B |E |AM9 |AM9

回头似是梦,无法弹动,迷住凝望你,褪色照片中.

回头也似梦,仍似被动,逃避凝望你,却深印脑中.

|F |F |Em7 |Em7 |Dm9

啊~~像花虽未红,如冰虽不冻,

|G7 |C |B♭ /G A

却像有无数说话,可惜我听不懂.

|F |F |Em7 |Am Am/G|F |Dm7 E |Am9 |Am9

啊~~是杯酒渐浓,或我心真空,何以感震动…….

CODA

AM9 |AM9 |F |Dm7 E |Am9

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Autumn Leaves

Autumn Leaves music sheet with Jazz Chords, it sounds great in Bosa Nova Rhythm.

This piece was taught by Khye Lin who teaches me to play jazz accompaniment, thanks for her sharing and generosity.

And I have just found a software accidentally which allows me to copy some of my hand writing scores, make it more appropriate, clearer to read and easier to play.

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用心良苦

是近来频密地打出小女生弹奏小提琴的video clips，让Gab也爱上了它，决定要学小提琴。这可是天大的好消息。

从前都没办法让他学，收着的1/8, 1/4以及 1/2 尺码的小提琴都没用得上，还好这一次用上了3/4尺码。嗯，也得要开始储蓄准备没多久就要换full size了。

只上了两堂课，昨天晚上就想要跟我一起弹‘李香兰’，都是在 3rd position，没办法拒绝他的热诚，教了他八节！

可是有点吵闹，因为他硬要跟着我弹，每每靠着听觉去爬音，弄得自己满身大汗，太可爱了！没办法。。。不能吹熄掉亲自点燃的火种，这可是我用心良苦‘计划’许久的结果。